Deliver Me, God.

Dear God

Deliver Me from evil

From all that stands in My way 

Rid Me of this pain

Take My sickness away 

Pour life into Me God

I’m not too proud to beg

I know I made mistakes

Maybe I’m not Your best bet

But God

Hear Me

I’m trying

This broken heart it cries

Pour Your love

Into My spaces that silently weep at night

God 

Deliver Me from curses

Bound upon My name

Remove the shackles from My ankles

They are driving Me insane

God 

hear Me when I pray

For a sound and peaceful sleep

Insomnia is kicking Me 

And I’m struggling to eat

God 

Are you even listening

Because again I’m on the floor

Swept by My current 

I no longer see the shore

God 

Please take the wheel

I surrender it all to You 

Issiah 41:10

"Do not fear for I am with You"

God I’m feeling weary

I know You can see 

The devil keeps knocking 

He’s really teasing Me 

With an early exit 

I’m looking at the pills 

Water ready 

Counting how many

10 or 11

He said would do the deed

I don’t believe Him God

But He has planted a seed

Rid Me from it please

Take it out at the root

I don’t want growing in Me 

I need to reboot 

Restart My heart 

God I beg of You

I feel it flatline 

Numbness over taking 

My spirit is crushed

And I don’t know if I’m going to make it

God

Please don’t give up on Me

I have seen Your glory in others

Can You glorify Me too

Because I feel in My boots 

Laid out on the floor 

I’m bleeding over everything 

I can’t take it anymore

God 

Save Me from Myself 

Before its too late

I’m really getting tempted 

To meet You at the gate 

Because I’m struggling over here

Alone 

With no direction 

Every day I wake up

I face another rejection

Doors close

Daggers stab

Enemies disguised as friends 

I’m so done with this God

Make it stop

When is the end

I feel useless

Wounded

I feel it’s for best 

Devil told Me 

Where I’m going 

I’ll get a good rest

He’s lying isn’t he God

My time is not now

I feel your breath in my lungs

Inhale

Exhale

Wow

Yes

There You are

God 

Please will You help Me

I don’t really want to go

You know 

I’m just over all this suffering 

Guide Me, 

Please

Send Me an Angel

The devil took mine 

One way ticket to hell

I’ve been in slow decline 

I want to be in Heaven God

I don’t want to be here

The sadness weighs heavy 

Future unclear

I’m really feeling frightened 

Chaos at every turn

I’m really in the fire

Ouch

My God it’s really burns 

I’m going to close my eyes now

And I hope I see You soon

Have your arms open ready

Oh

You’re here with Me in this room

I heard you just now

"My child 

Lay it all out 

Let me take it all

No weapon formed against 

Shall prosper anyway

Go forth 

I am the lord

And I’m with all the way

My child, 

It’s not Your time

You still have things to do

Show others that I live

I live within You

So get up off the floor My Love

Go and wash Your face 

What You ask for is coming

Give yourself Grace 

The devil I see him working

Ignore what he has to say

For I am the one with power

My love will keep him away

My child

It's ok

You can cry if you need

Your tears are sacred 

And they scare the enemy 

So brush yourself off 

Take a look in the mirror 

You are beautiful 

Remember 

Allow Me reconfigure

Let Me rearrange some things 

Because the devil doesn’t belong 

Authority is mine 

That life he took 

A stunt 

They’ll be a punishment

Go easy My Love

Take Your time

There is no rush

Write to Me regularly 

Your heart so full of love

I’ve got something for You

A gift from the Lord

You’ll have to wait and see

Patience My child

Keep your focus on Me

You’re not alone 

I’m Always here

Giving You signs 

But You must be open to hear 

And not get tempted by the devil that lurks behind

You conquered him before

I know you can do it again

Even though you’re tired 

Don’t give in

The devil he’s a liar 

Don’t be fooled nor charmed 

I’m sending You an army

You’ll come to no harm 

Get up

Now

Come on 

Let’s go

I give You the gift of Today 

And the gift of Tomorrow 

Use it, My child

And don’t delay 

Your gifts are evident 

The world Your stage 

So go on 

My Love 

Speak Your pain

Show them it’s Me that’s working 

Let the devil watch in vain

Drive him insane 

And let love 

Lead the way. 

Jesus is Christ

Asé